I only have 4 days left before my residency at Citibank officially starts. And I swear I think I'm not ready yet. Not ready in the sense that I haven't fully accepted this career path. To make things difficult, I'm taking up my residency at a bank! FYI, it wasn't my choice. It was our dean who placed me there. I had no other choice because J&J's full, Nestle's malabo, and Unilever's sooo far away. I'll just force myself to pretend that I'm looking forward to it.

If there's one thing that I regret the most about my college life, it's definitely going to UA&P. I enjoyed my college life only because of my friends, some professors, and some subjects. I'm not even completely happy with taking up IMC. I had a different idea about what IMC was compared to what I actually took up. This is just me, okay? If you're the type who is really into marketing and a bit of advertising then IMC is for you. But I really wanted to study broadcast communications or communication arts. Now, my second regret is not transferring when I had the chance. I was getting good grades in UA&P you see. So I thought maybe it was best for me to stay there. But again...so I thought. At present, I'm starting to regret 5th year which is the master's year. I know it's just one year but I feel so cramped already. I feel like I'm being strangled....

I apologize for this bitter entry. I don't know but I'm confused right now. Even this poem I'm currently writing is very dark. Now I know how it feels not doing what you really want...If I could afford to take a breather I'm going to leave everything behind, fly away to some place, and reexamine me. Seriously, I need to reexamine ME. I need to reacquaint myself to me. 



Now, I need Harry Potter's Elixir to Induce Euphoria or better yet, Felix Felicis...